life is good

Everything's fine till now except i'm a bit confused about my dissertation, unknown roomates and coming days in notts. After all goodbye dinners and whatever get-together, i think its time to back to what i should focus on. Its weird that all books cant be renewed, its impossible for me to finish all readings in only a week. Hopefully the stuff can help me to fix it. I dont know if i can find a job after graduation, and that makes me anxious. Everyone's leaving,wherever they are going to another city or going back to china, but i'm alone here. Gina told me don't panic because i will meet some new friends. I know it, however, i carried around this feeling that i keep losing what i got. It makes me sad. Logging on facebook everyday as usual. I thought i would be disappointed of not making it further, but the truth is i was not. I don't know because i've seen inside of things or i've been geeting used to it. No matter what happens for next year, hopefully everything's gonna be fine. Actually i hope everything could be better than just fine. So take a look in that mirror and remind myself to be happy. Because I deserve to be. I miss friends who are not around me right now, but i know we miss and care for each other wherever we are.